what a day.went for drama practice this morning. the KL pro's were really professional. gotte learn more from them someday.late for the bulldog's tuition. finally had myself quite concentrate in the class *thumbs upp :Dskipped church.no reason. if people ask, i'll just tell them i've got to prepare for the leo idol. in fact, it's not really the truth. whatever. dont wana face the nightmare again.went dinner with family :Dplanned to call ah don to come to my house to help me up for my singing part. but it was cancelled. if it wasn't because of the rain D:alone with ricku in the house. he's following me to everywhere. hee(:did a lot of searching stuffs. hope it's worth.leo idol is tomorrow.GOOD LUCK, ANDREW! :Dthere's no more you.. for tonight):
it was 2 weeks after the big day.i was waiting in the car till i got the message. she's coming down. i was nervous...she was like what you want me to come down for? Dinner? she said no.i ran towards the car.i came back with a bag having a present inside. she didn't know what the hell am i doing.waved to her and than back to my mum. she wasn't smiling ):she unwrapt the present.. she likes it :Dit was the puzzle with a mushroom and a milk.happy birthday(:this could be the only chance to make you lay an eye on me.perhaps it wont be long. at least i had it and i appreciate it.i prepared so much just to tell you.im the surprise where you thought you'll never get it.*Winks!
of all these while, i still love you girl(:
night of the 2th.
the light here is dull. it's opened brightly though. maybe it's just myself. arghh..
the feeling tonight is totally different when i opened my monitor. what i've seen what i've received. it's just so holy crapt. i don't know what's going on, what's wrong, i don't even recognise myself. i was smilling all the while. but inside, it was like scratches all over.
i don't know i really don't know. the enviness, lonliness, unhappiness, just came back all in once. im not strong enough. im not tough enough. at the end, i fall. i don't know how to get up. or i'd rather give up? i don't know. maybe it's just you that could pull me up? i don't think so. arghh..
p.s. thanks for the lie
you're out but im still here
